My Easter Sunday is just like the usual days but I try to at least get my family to celebrate together..which is hardly possible..my family is too complicated. Well if u only know my heart.. don’t wanna be emo here but yeah I think I see some improvements on how I handle my feelings.. later on that.
So today, I took my parents for Easter lunch and some desserts. I feel happy at least once in a while I get to take them out. We were supposed to watch a movie but there’s nothing good to see so we cancelled on that. It would’ve been nice if all of my siblings are with us too and I know my parents would’ve been happier. My big sister came with us for lunch but had to leave early.. I guess everyone is busy doing their own thing. I have to remind myself to spend time with people that matters no matter where life takes me.. well I try.. I really wish only the best for my family and I wanna see them happy and doing well.. isn’t life sad?
Anyways sometimes I feel a little bit sad but there’s also some good things in my life and that’s where I have to put my thoughts and energy into. Been thinking earlier that there are some things I cannot control like how people are, I can’t change how they are or how they think.. I can try maybe but I can’t..it’ll just make me waste a lot of my time and energy and can’t even appreciate the positive things. But yeah I know sometimes it hurts me..But I guess there are some things you cannot change but we all can create our life and make it beautiful… I try to go with the saying you are what you think… I still have a lot to improve at..oh shoot! like sleeping early?
Yeah yeah I was thinking Easter Sunday is a good day to reassess how I’m doing with my life and the start to think ways to improve myself and become a better person. I was gonna type here lists of what I want to improve at but let’s start it off with getting enough sleep so I can set the happy mood all day lol it’s 11:22 pm and have to wake up at 4!! Maybe it’s true emo people are still awake at midnight being emo?? Noooooo! I’m no emo Haha so will sleep now and log off from my cellphone. Just feeling blue earlier.. goodnight and peace out!:P
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